Sir- Just today I have seen more crazy shit than in the last 8 months. My unit e-mail just got a message from Taylor Bowles. I am sure you have read it. Not only that, but on that cocksucker Schultze's "NSM Watch" I also viewed some truly outlandish shit. To be honest, I don't know if there is some grain of truth mixed in with the bullshit. Commander Sir- I am nobody in this organization.. I do not wish to overstep my place. I am merely a Stormtrooper, and I have zero clout and no real right to say a goddamn thing, but I have fucking had it! I LOVE the NSM and all that we stand for. I am very confused and extremely fucking pissed off at the current state of affairs. It is hard for a person in my position to believe anyone at this stage. There are so many claims of treason, betrayal, backstabbing, and general faggoty bullshit that I am want to kill every motherfucker in sight and start fresh. Jeff- I do not want to believe anything that I have read in the last 24 hours. But I am prepared to commit the rest of my life to this organization and I once I take my oath there will be no turning back. That is how seriously I take my word. I would rather take my own life than break an oath of loyalty.
Sir, you are our Fuhrer, and we trust you and will follow you to the gates of hell. But in my small opinion Sir, you must deal with and crush the current poison that is infecting this organization. Some of the things that are being said, wether true or not will surely cause a huge drop in membership, and may very well cause a landslide of resignations. Commander, please do not misunderstand me. I know my place very well and realize the possibility of harsh repercusions for insubordination. But my actions are only in the best interests of this organization which I have grown to love. I know that all organizations suffer growing pains, but I feel in my heart that this is something of a much larger magnitude.
My girlfriend, Pvt Waldon,has a Yahoo account that alerts any on her list when you are on-line. And so quite often while I am fucking around on the computer, a private chat-room box will open and there is Nick Chapelle. We have spoken at length. I decided not to be an asshole and have remained civil, expressing my regret that although he and Taylor Bowles had to resign from the NSM, I still wish them the best of luck etc, etc,.... He has informed me that their new organization has aligned on friendly terms with the Hammerskins and "several other" white nationalist groups.
I almost feel like a traitor piece of shit for doing this, but I view it as a security matter. Whatever troubles Nick and Taylor had with the NSM, they are still NS, and I have always maintained the position that any white man or woman fighting for the white race is OK by me, no matter what flag they fly. This is all very troubleing to me Sir. I joined this group with so much enthusiasm and determination, and now only a few months later it seems to be all falling apart. Make no mistake Sir- I AM NO DEFEATIST! I will stand at your side and fight until you show up at my door with notarized orders officially disbanding the NSM. But the current situation seems to be representative of whites in general. Our people are dying and all we can do is fight amongst eachother in petty squabbles and faggot-ass bitching. It makes me want to load up on AR-15s and a mountain of ammo and just exterminate the motherfuckers who are destroying the last chance of the white race to live.
Please excuse my unprofessional language Sir. But I am a COMMITTED National Socialist and I see the NSM as the finest and most admirable NS organization in the world, and it seems to be rapidly falling apart and it breaks my heart.
In closing Sir, no matter what happens, if we are down to just you and I marching alone, I will never turn my back on the NSM. I may be an ex-con, I may be a former criminal, but I know what loyalty and honor mean. I have a new life now and I took an oath in my heart when I signed on to the NSM. Like I said Commander- no matter what happens- I will never abandon you or this organiztion. Fuck Bill White, Fuck Jim Ramm, Mike Blevins, Taylor Bowles, Nick Chapelle, and any other gutless motherfuckers that have betrayed their oath.
I WILL NEVER TURN AWAY!!
Sincerely,
ST First Class William Herring
NSM North Dakota
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